time really flies. this is my 27th entry le. wow. last time i was still at od. dat time still tot i wun get used to blog. but now, ok le lahx. replies to some of my notes. yea, e math was considered easy. if teoh set, dun think it will be so simple. but still, lost some marks here n there. boo boo. but wadeva. dun wan think bout those marks that flew awae. many have flown. for all sub i mean. dun tok bout chem. was damn fed up coz of it. -zip- fel, jia you jia you. i noe u can do it. =D wan to see u in those top JCs ok. *stress u* mwhahaha. jk. hehe. =P sai, haha no prob. u dun suck anywae. nobody is flawless btw. n if a little flaw makes u sucky, everyone is. esp me. bleah. haha. anonymous, thanks for ur notes. =D she? a fool? i guess she... is someone who holds her stand very strongly even if she aint rite. well, who can be rite all de time rite? enough of her. if she is a fool, y can she make so many guys bewildered? ironic rite? lol. fm, eh u n her de en en yuan yuan, i duno. dun even noe who u. but dun come here scold here leh. here my DI PAN!! lolx. erm anywae, smth i dun get. u scold her, yet u lol n sae peace. peace means u noe, nt scolding ppl but instead clearing things up, rite? nvm.

todae lit n a math. sigh. a math 10marks AT LEAST fly. should haf done faster den gt time do 12.either. sigh. dat is so much easier den or loh. my or i think gt error. my h is very high. boo boo. wadeva. 15 gone den? wadeva. grr. haha. lit was okay i should sae. whew. maybe i can pass after. barely make it i guess. remembered everything bout king of the castle. quotations even. woo. miracle. my brain finally is working. lolx. picked poem this time. found it quite easy to understand. but my handwriting was horrible. lolx. wadeva. nt much analysis. duno y. boo. hope junaidah is able to read. *prays.

tml is sci p1 n prelim is OVER. over i tell u. o.v.e.r. woo~~ lolx. but still, hafta study. study hard. memorise those formulae. remember all de theory. muz!! this is the only wae to pull up my overall science mark ok. i made a blunder in chem. muz bu jiu liao. wish me luck. jia you ppl!! ren zhe dian! yao finish le. mwhaha. but still, there is o level. okok. dun be wet blanket. zhou yi bu suan yi bu. hehe. =P
4:49 PM

hate her hate her hate her!!! arghhhh!!!! get out from my life!!! give me back wad i used to have!!! go awae!!! y do i always haf to think bout the big picture everytime n restrict myself from blasting others when others blast me like shit when im nt the one totally at fault?! HUH?! DAMN U!!! GO AWAE!!! I DREAD UR AWFUL FACE!!!
5:15 PM

juz now went out for dinner. clementi there. sat at the worst place ever. sit down den me n my bros went to order the food. come back den the table to my left, gt 3 ppl. 2 guys 1 lady. from their yu qi, should be from china bah. they were toking bout sg political stuff. like until so pro like dat. if i never mistaken, they sae sg still hafta rely on USA or smth like dat economically. blah blah. -.-" wadeva. they not happy with sg, can always leave ok. if nt, jolly well shut their gap. sg is nt a place for them to grumble about. boo boo. den eat halfwae de table on my rite gt 2 ladies n a guy. damn. both ladies were DAMN SMOKERS. bloody hell. eat that time gt smoke come over. so fed up loh. wanted to ask them to quit it. boo!!! stupid smokers!

come home den read my e math notebk den here i m. hopefully i didnt miss out anything. gt a bad feeling for tml. y? boo boo. sigh. T.T tml going sch earlier. no longer meeting up with harry den take bus to sch le. let him alone with claudine den. i dun be light bulb. =P hiakx. haha. jk. meeting up with xiu earlier. dun wan be late again. almost tio late coming for 2 times. no more ok. scared liao.
11:03 PM

woke up at 9am todae. hmx... actually woke up at ard 6+ (saw the toilet light on) den went back to sleep again. last nite helped alan with his gp. sounds weird? a sec4 student helping a j1 student in a subject who she has never taken before. lol. ok nvm. basically gp is eng arguementative essay lah. so... ya. can be of some help. hopefully. been toking bout sajc with him. his yr 16 to 17 pts can get in le. hope this yr the pt range will be the same loh. so wan to go in therel. weijie tell me her bus pass by new sajc at potong pasir. she sae very chio. lolx. so tempted to go in le. she oso saw catholic jc. but later i checked it out. hmx... still prefer sajc lahx. that sch abit too... christian or rather, catholic to be in precise. non-catholic students need to take ethics n catholic students need to take religion. ethics i check dict, its the study of moral values blah blah. very like christianity. think its really redundant. for me lah. as in, moral values are nt learned by plain teaching loh. u hafta experience it urself de wadx. but teaching might help for some cases. those who arent stubborn. nt me. =D sajc~ lolx.

now using my bro de laptop to type this entry. wah chim seh. was finding this sign "`" for so long (the usual keyboard was like at the far left beside 1) but his is at the bottom. lolx. nt used bah. anywae, i wun be needing a laptop so doesnt matter anywae. type until rather xin ku. need raise arms higher den usual. chair happily spoilt for duno how long so cant raise. lolx. hmx... feeling... quite ok for now. maybe coz juz wake up bah. conclusion:give up hcl n lit. but still get a min pass. wun forgive myself if i fail any of the papers ok. boo boo. later gonna stay at home n read susan hill bah. or maybe chem. last few parts still nt very familiar. sian. foo haven pass to me the enlarged notes for environment de. arghx. nvm. gt tb. hopefully it will be of great use. after prelim she betta print hao. impt leh. thinking of asking either jithao or harry tell foo to pass it to me on mon. duno leh. =/ try bah.

oh ya, tonite is zhong qiu jie. sch gt event. confirm gt dance de lah. last yr in old campus use the parade sq. this time... duno leh. put the stage den like no space le. maybe in the hall this time? nt sure. nt going anywae. cant be bothered. y will i wan to go to sch when i dun need to? its nt like teach impt lesson or exam. rather stay at home watch my tv n read my books. gt my family pei me oso wad. ate a piece of vegetarian mooncake last nite. yum. no egg one. haha. egg doesnt matter to me. gt den gt loh. dun haf den too bad. nt as if i will die without them. nobody will. can always have other foods as substitutes for eggs' nutrition. gt egg paste too wad. no cholesterol somemore. juz dat canot haf sunny side up. wonder how mac get its eggs n sell their morning breakfast at the same price? wonderful. haha. anywae, jia you everyone for prelim as well as end of year!!
9:23 AM

another entry for the dae. apparently there is always this unknown nice person pushing me on in life. hmx... think unknown n fm are the same person? considering the fact that both of them end with tc. hardly noe of anyone who saes take care in this wae. no one i can recall of. paiseh. guess i really forget this unknown fren. hmx... who u huh? thankx so much for those nice notes. u jia you too k? im done for. heck le lahx. sigh.

slept a while juz now bef dinner. wake up mood juz as foul. practically dao-ing anyone smsing me or calling me. somehow they are always linked with you. arghx. i hate it. y?! y does everything hafta revolve ard u? when will u stop all this nonsense?! huh?! when?! crap loh. cant take it anymore. im suffering inside, though smiles are still on my face. but so?! im nt saying this to get ur sympathy or wadeva. but arghx! wadeva!!
8:53 PM

arghx. very foul mood now. fucking prelim. lit n hcl. damn it. spent 6h str studying for hcl n this is wad i get?! huh?! now cant even secure a pass for both sub loh. damn it!!! open lit paper so wanted hand in blank paper loh. arghx. wrote out of pt even. waste my pen ink. arhh!! fuck fuck fuck. damn it!!!! arghx. wadeva loh. no mood to study le. though i long ago decide not to count hcl n lit into my L1R5 eventually, but still i wan get sensible results. a b will be fine. b4. enough. ok?! arghhxxx... waste my time!!! waste my effort!!! DAMN EXAM!!!! hope other sub will work out well. haf a really bad feeling that i will fail hist. i blanked out. OH MAN!!! damn it damn it. im done for this time. ahhh!!!! sajc iz so far awae from me. T.T sp, here i come. *cries. no more first 3 mths. no!! no motivation to work hard anymore.

somehow gt real fed up with someone. the person didnt do anything. directly. aiyar duno how to explain. juz gt lotz of hatred towards that person. he/she has ruined my life!! took awae my fren!! restricted me in everywhere!!! arhhxxx!!! DAMN U!!!! GO AWAE!!! GET OUT!!!
4:33 PM

its noon now n im at home. mwhaha. pon sch todae. sch is so suck now. all Q&A sessions. haf my da ge at home. any qn can ask him. so... ya. decided nt to go to sch. weijie oso. we pon together. hehe. notti us. haha. gonna study later. in the morning my mom gt so shocked when she saw me still in bed at ard 630 (i guess). den later tell her nt going sch coz all Q&A sessions den she huh ok. haha. didnt noe i can get tru so easily loh. maybe she noe bah. having 2 kids bef me. ya. sch gets me tired out easily, even without any lessons. come home den piak sleep. muz try to kick this piggy habit from me. ahh!! almost wanted to sleep juz now den decided to come online. worked. abit. duno it will last until later bo. ytd ben ben go study chem. almost finish lah. apparently 'lost' rate of reaction n macromolecules de notes. should be ard my house somewhere. later go find. ytd was those memorising. those QA n stuff. den revise halfwae go see prelim schedule. chem is next next week test. wah lao!! aiyar nvm lah. finish it up. dun like halfwae things. wadeva.

set alarm at 8 but i off it n go back to dreamland until 915. lolx. pig me. wake up go buy breakfast for me n da ge. he's out now. should be to outram bah. heard him toking bout it. later gonna write finish my ss notes. leave abit on venice. hope i choose the rite chaps to study. *prays. n ya, study phy. quite sian now. nobody at home. fortunately there's maroon5. haha. woo.
1:13 PM

del last nite entry. things are like solved now. so... those who read that entry n those notes, erase them from ya memory ya? haha. since its over, let it be then. let that be a mystery then. dun care who sae wad le. frenship is more impt. erm yup. whew. glad things are over. but didnt expect to be so fast. wee~ haha. taken a huge load off my back le. laladumx~ frenz rock my world. =D sorrie for all those harsh words i said to u ppl.

todae eng n chi paper1. omg. write until hand pain. first was eng. did functional writing first. was a proposal. haha. nobody won de bet in the end. =P ok nvm. haha. ask write a proposal to principal bout annual cca camp. wrote bout sec1 dance camp. de one n only time we allowed to camp overnite. more or less de same lohx. so huai nian. times we slept together. haha. n the disco. lolx. okok. compo i wrote argumentative. qn was bout students dating in secondary sch. aiyar those usual views loh. crapped my wae tru. another argumentative was the army one. sian lah. reminds me of my er ge. last time keep tc sae gers should go army n things. wad unfair. peng. haha. nvm.

chi paper1 i do gong han. scared i little out of point. ask us write bout the yan lun ban of zao bao sundae. never read that de loh. crap my wae tru. hopefully i can pass. shuping wrote wrong. sigh. kelian. she was so sad when we went home. take care ger. still gt p2. compo i wrote bout parents should give freedom n children should be responsible at the same time. kop some pts from the eng compo. haha. some can reuse mah. =x hopefully can pass lah. everytime my compo tot like quite ok end up nt out of pt jiu shi juz pass. -.-" *prays. this time is prelim leh. mai siao siao.

tml iz sci prac. first shift. wee~ haha. wish me luck ppl. later gonna flip tru titration n voltmeter n ammeter. titration foo tell us will test that loh. den ting lingzhi sae chang hint on voltmeter n ammeter. she sae is we gt do bef one. den good lah. juz go see those practicals that ive done. if i can find them that is. hehe. still very slack. ahh!! cant take it. todae MUZ study. boo boo. jia you ppl!! =D
4:25 PM

todae kinda slacked. again. bad me. boo. woke up at 8+ den tio sacar by my mom for practically sleeping, eating n watch tv for the whole ytd. ytd tired mah... canot meh... been mugging outside for the past few daex loh. ok nvm. did the pure chem specimen paper. reach dao section B the 4 choose 3 part sianx. no foolscap. arghx. so didnt do lohx. gt stuck in some places here there. mainly coz i dun really noe the sub well enough lah. vaguely here there nia. do finish den go bathe le. whole family go out eat dim sum for lunch. geylang there. =x haha. nice lohx the food. eat dao very full. last few plates didnt eat. give my bro. hehe. later go bugis lohx. supposed to meet weijie. er ge meeting his frenx there too. we go bai bai first den i roam ard bugis for like 2h? i duno. ard there lah. weijie tuition end late. den i wait dao siao. haha. nvm lahx. later den we go bai bai again. qiu a qian. bad one. sigh. nvm. will ting hua. =D later walk ard den i bot a gio tee. hehe. later go home loh. rather late. saw a tote. chio dao~ but aiyar. no money. so didnt buy. hard time convincing myself that i wun regret nt buying it. T.T its so darn chio!! argh. haha. nvm. bet i wun look good carrying a tote ard. *convincing* haha. jia you everyone for prelims! hope i will be able to resist the com until end of prelims, at least. =D
10:15 PM

been quite a while since i last typed an entry. dun wan to tok bout wad happened le. enough. though i so much wan to scream at ppl and give them a tite slap on their face for wad they've done to my life. argh. *relax mt.* yes. i muz. but smth good bout this incident iz that i at least get to noe ppl ard me betta. my good frenx, they have always been ard. saw their concern n care for me. *touched. hehe. thankx. on the other hand... nvm. juz get this str into u all de head loh. whole thing is very simple. there is no third party in this damn matter. thankx so much for the attract attention n act chio. u let me noe who u are all along. backstabbing me since dae one. dun wan name wad here. aint nice too. *ok stop mt. enough.* anywae this thing, more or less clarified to everyone. left bits n pieces ard. hope she will understand eventually. =\ maybe wad i sae now wun haf any effect. but... at least understand dat i wasnt given a chance to sae anything n everything happened. all i gt was all de scolding, stares n diaox. jus pray hard now bah.

tml should be going to temple pray bah. my mom keep insisting dat she wan go with me. no... im nt gonna let her noe wad im gonna do. boo. after dat continue study bah. should be. ah!!! duno.
8:26 PM