couldnt sleep last night. slept in my parents' room. my grandmother and her maid came over to stay over the weekend. so warm!! so many mosquitoes!! the wind couldnt reach me. T.T took quite a while to sleep. ate my bro's cheese cake after breakfast. yum... but one bad thing is that its kinda too soft. looks like some pudding. but okay lah the taste. apparently i vomited all out. haha. my cough lah... so shitty. T.T boo. nevermind. there still are quite a few pieces inside my fridge. woo. =D

getting back results tmr. going to sajc first. planning to take pics with as many people as i can, though i know many wont be going to school tmr. wonder what should i wear? skirt of course. but blouse? nh tee? college tee? rumpus tee? yellow or black? hms... i dont know. what time will we be released from school? hms... want to go back school and take a few pics with my classmates and people first before getting my results. ahh!!! what bout after i get my results? hopefully i will have the mood to go out. anyway, i dont think my mom will be scolding me much if i did badly. she already knows right? boo. T.T

pat: huh? what's with the pic? haha dont blame me. blame the person who did it. =x haha. but nice what... its my blog. mwhahaha.
jeanie: aiyar can only check for immediate family members like me, her precious daughter. =x haha. she wanted to check for ya de. even found ya reg number and class. but they dun allow. sian rite?!! boo. 11:02 AM

too bored. so i decided to change my layout. its no longer too bright right? lazy to do one on my own so... ya. ripped it from blogskins. hehe. boring life. stayed at home the whole day. practically everyone i met online just now would ask this question "going out today?" ahhh!! no im not going out. boo. okay, so after i went offline, slept on my bro's bed. haha. slept until it was dinner time. my bro made cheese cake!! two layers even. one is coffee one is choc. woo!! haha. yums. who cares bout being fat now? cake no1!! haha. =P

now smth bad. my mom knows bout my o level results. ah!! damn. you know how scary is that?! grr. she can only check mine, but not my cousin's. =\ sian... 8:59 PM

yesterday. went into the hall for assembly when someone said smth like yesterday being the last day of school. then weijing suddenly grabbed me by the neck and hugged me. O.O coughed like shit after that. haha. so sudden and violent!! =x haha. vp showed us a video clip about sharks' fin and dances from stomp. there was this line in the sharks' fin clip saying, we are also killing chickens when we eat them. kinda hilarious. you must watch the clip to get the joke. haha. the dance was nice. too bad i heard people saying that it was so boring. =\ it's like so difficult to coordinate with your dance mates and with your instruments too loh. pro. i like the bball one the best. =D

school was as usual. just that i ponned chem and bio lecture. the chem lecturer was just going through the tutorial and i've decided to drop bio. so... ya. and happily, lydia lee saw us and started to 'interrogate' us. sian. went to sc to slack and later during bio, went to the balcony with xiuyi. tied my two plaits again to let her see. diao. so ugly!! so many seniors were looking at me loh. malu... pics are in my hp. haha. kinda miss the days where only nh dancers are allowed to plait. sigh. went for chem tutorial. presented the project. didnt comment on anything at all. haha. my fellow group mates are too good to me.

went to the com lab with bing and realised the pizza stuff was all over when i came down. but aiyar, cant be bothered. i cant eat anyway. met xiuling and people. showed them ard sajc then went back to nh dance with bing and zhenyu. heard some shocking news. sigh. T.T sian diao. after that, the usual us went to ginza and talk cock before going home. blah blah blah.

results are coming out soon. my stupid second bro still curse me!! okay lah he doesnt mean it but still.... grr. stupid idiot. boo. starting to feel the stress. hms... 11:28 AM

decided to go to school today. no more fever. or rather, a tiny bit left. 37.2 wee. haha. left with a little sore throat and dreadful flu and cough. grr. irritating. was coughing and sneezing throughout the day. feeling just sucks. used up weijing's tissue. oops. hehe. went to do my chem poster at harbourfront with joan, weijing, jocelyn and xiuyi. haha. i pulled xiuyi along so we can talk cock. =x now our poster looks like some primary school kid's work. eww... haha. and because of this, i missed the sistas' dinner. sigh. so sorry sistas. hafta be responsible though its first 3 mths. cant throw my job to my friends. so sorry. will make it up to you guys kay? sorry... hope you guys are enjoying yourselves now. T.T

today is my dear gan mei mei shuling's birthday. hope she will enjoy herself. lings!! *BIG HUGS!! :] haha. felt honoured? laladumx.

tired. hms... not gonna walk home alone ever again. if only. =\ diaox. 9:33 PM

temp going up and down. grr. woke up and it was 37.7. damn it. feeling weak all over. im always hearing me whinning to myself whenever i had to move. grr. in addition, im down with dreadful sore throat. -.- grr. weakling. sucks. dont remember me doing all these in the past. =\ im weak. weak weak weak. slept for almost 12h. haha. woke up and felt fine but as i moved, im like so not!! grr. so bored. at home facing the 4 walls. cant go out, mainly because i dont have the strength. probably going for sajc's band concert on 3rd march. shirin's performing. anita and surong too. =] anyone else that i know are?

doing my gp presentation. the previous one cannot make it. haha. halfway through i guess. only found information for the negative side. -.- wanted to rip off the positive side from the old presentation but the sources are nowhere to be found!!! sian diao. hms... will try finding them later.

oh ya, lost 0.5kg. haha. lesser than last time which was like... 2? around that bah. aiyar sure gain back one. T.T haha. dont wish to lose weight this way. the feeling is so awful. T.T 12:34 PM

sick. fever. boo. probably because i didnt get enough sleep for the past few nights since chingay preview. 5h for friday, 9h for saturday, 7h for sunday and 5h for yesterday. went for the chingay appreciation dinner at suntec's fountain of wealth. it was something like a function then it was party time. so many models and dancers went to the fountain there and play. some people even pulled out a guy's pants. -.- haha. took a picture of the fountain and laser works. woo. chio. took pics with bing and people with gwen's cam. after we left, we went to somewhere outside esplanade to sit and chat. went home after that.

went to school and was rather tired. didnt know that i would have fever after bio lecture. skipped math tutorial and co-op duty to sleep. the feeling sucks now. damn weak. took a green slip and slept after i reached home. my temp reached 38.4 and now it dropped to 37.3. whew. still very weak now. feel like puking all my dinner out. eww... gonna take another panadol later. not going to school tomorrow, which means i will be skipping chemistry test and pe again. mr tan will definitely think im trying to escape from pe. what ever. cant be bothered with him. boo.

getting weaker and weaker. still remember the past where i dont even get fever for years. now? fever during dec and now during feb. so shitty. whew. fortunately it wasnt as bad as last time. fever cost me dance inspiration's dance camp. fever costs me xiuyi's birthday celebration. grr. what next? miss my o level results? damn. my mom told me it's confirmed that results will be out on mon. well, she works in moe exam branch. the news should be quite reliable i guess. T.T im weak. i hate it. 8:47 PM

dead beat. boo. chingay was a success yesterday. had great comments from many. someone in particular commented this to my instructor: your dance costume if the worst, but your dancers have the power. erh... somewhere there. haha. yay... we added a movement for yesterday. instead of walking slowly out, we crawled out. omg. you know how tiring is that? we have to perform for 4 places even. gosh. thought my og didnt come. didnt see them around. apparently many of my friends managed to find their family and friends. sigh. heard from tj that they couldnt see anything except for him. haha. being tall is good sometimes. he said he thinks that he saw me. haha. anyway, went to scare a little boy while walking. mwhaha. he was so frightened but his mom was smiling away. lol. took mrt at 1145 from kallang. took cab from clementi home. too tired to walk home. legs hurt. muscles all failing me. gonna apply some stuff later i guess.

woke up late. real late. 10+. stupid bro tried to wake me up by using my duck's beak to poke me. -.- then he tried taking the stuff i was huging and throwing it on top of me, including my blanket. -.- qian da. only woke up when my eldest bro woke me up. went to the temple to pray to my grandparents. as though a walking zombie. haha. met my cous. woo. went to my aunt's house for lunch after that. sleeping on the car and continued sleeping until 8. still kind of dead now. boo. 9:33 PM

many things' been happening, or rather, have happened. hms... going to take it easy i guess. well, easier said than done. praying hard that everything will work out fine. one thing after another. so tiring. so tiring. tomorrow is our full-dress rehearsal. hope nothing will go wrong. we might not be greenish anymore. might not have enough costumes. sigh. we might be wearing white all the way i think. not sure. see how things go tomorrow. =
my gp presentation didnt work out today. the floppy was corrupted i guess. well, i wasnt in the least bit prepared for it. came home at 11 last night. presenting on next thursday. hopefully it will be alright then. was walking around in school like some zombie. tired. half asleep? sorta almost quarrelled. sigh. wasnt in the mood i guess. so sorry. =\ got myself into a bigger mess. sigh.

tianshi: another person who doesnt want to tell me who he/she is. dont let you be mx. if you are, just go away. serious. i mean it. thanks btw. i found it at www.blogskins.com if you want the code i can send it to you. 7:20 PM

happy belated v dae to all! haha. im so late. gosh. hmx... went to sch later than usual. shucks. my dad had to send my bro to camp so i reached at 720. im so late!! og's present exchange was supposed to start at 715. well, gave shir my present and let them exchange while i went to receive my other present. got quite a big shock. haha. ok shant elaborate on that. ask me personally and i might tell ya. haha. went back to og table and realised my og gift is so huge!! gosh. ok so i was like, shit sia. cham. apparently i was even late so i had to stand in the cafe for flag-raising. after scripture-reading i quickly rushed to my class. its so squeezy and i stupidly revealed who gave me the big present to joce. -.- haha. ok... nevermind. she's going to know it eventually. so... ya. received gifts from my sistas too. im so sorrie sistas... didnt get anything for u people. too busy with cny n didnt get a chance. so sorrie. opened og and the other present in class during free period. turned out it was shir's gift. haha. thx so much. i love the chocs n stars. :] but one thing. SO BIG!!! haha. =x nvm i still love it. wee. haha. love the other present too. :] and wherever i went, i will be so embarrassed. its like two big bags?! yes. haha. okay... nevermind. sch as usual. ms yeo didnt come so we didnt have bio.

after sch went to catch a movie with my friends. so many people pang seh!! haha. but we managed to pull joce back thanks to sherene. woo. haha. so... ya. went to plaza sing and caught the 7pm movie, constantine. not bad. comical at times. haha. but we just had to have first row seats. great. we switched to the second last row before the movie started but the person chased us back. nobody was even sitting there. =S anywae, i still duno how he got to know bout it. nevermind. after that we waited for a cab for like 50min? so decided to take the train then. dead beat. woo. im so zombified today.

kinda sad to hear some people broke up yesterday. sad for yuqi too. take care girl. be strong. we're all here for ya. =] just pray the best for ya. qiushi, be strong too. i know you can do it!! 5:57 PM

oiie... pat u very bad leh. haha. ok lah. im the uglier-version of her. btw, i don't know where i look like sia. ok nvm. skip that. hmx... anonymous again huh. insult me all u want. its not my fault that people's comments are in this manner rite? btw, stop beating about the bush lah. get str to the pt. not happy with me just say it. hey, i might be wrong at some places too.

went to sch in the end. actually more or less decided long ago that i wanted to go but... haha. nvm. saw rach in sch and she was like "eh? i thought you didnt want to come?" in some cheeky tone. ya, and i will always see that cheeky look on her face for the whole day. oh man. haha. ended early today. slacking at home until 2pm before i start to get ready to go to sam's house for cny. woo. 8 more people are going too. laladumx~

hmx... somehow i think i tio xiu's sickness or disease or whatever u call it. quite a few mosquito-like bites over my legs and hands. sigh. i even have a mysterious deep cut on my left knee when i woke up a few days ago. my nose has a stretch of red across. ugh. my mom asked me to see the doc later but... i dont have the time. sunday? i dont know. polyclinics will be very packed for sure. hope i can get better. :[ 1:37 PM

laladumx... cny day2. went to my mom's friend's house at chai chee. and one uncle told his wife i think, ''you look like she de hebe." haha ok... thx. been getting such comments. but my fringe is too short if not i will go cut her hairstyle le. its nice loh. woo. haha ok nvm. hmx... after that went to my aunt's house and met my dearie cous there. woo!!! but we failed to take a pic together. my hp low batt. boo. nvm. her hair is still as cool. her outfit n her BLUE toe nails. haha. that's so her. i will never want to try blue toenails. oh ya, talking bout outfit, i tio niao by my mom for my skirt. haha. i asked my bros n they were like "ok wad." its not short!! ok, its shorter than me previous skirt. haha. nvm. should have predicted it. my mom niao dearie cous last year or the year bef remember? haha. went to my relatives house after that then i realised my cous is a teacher in hwa chong teaching art n pw. haha. can go ask wang see if she noe her not.

laladumx~~ should i go sch tml? my frenx need me. mwhahaha. haha. xiao xin needs me alot. haha. oh ya, btw im labi, xiao xin is wei jing. my tk classmate. we super tok cock one. hehe. wee~~ maybe i will go. maybe. =P
10:01 PM

woo! its new year day! still grinning ear to ear. mwhaha. just came back from visiting. woke up at ard 830 and greeted my parents. slacked around and prepared to go off to my grandmother's house for breakfast. vegetarian dishes!! yum yum~ like what my brother said, its the most awaited meal of the year. haha. after that went to relatives' houses before coming home. i actually slept on the chair just now. so embarrassing. haha.

received so many smses and greetings from people since last night. counted down with my friends. woo. its great. thanks so much people... happy new year to you too. :] laladumx~ going to help my mom later with the steeamboat food. woo. its the first time we are feasting at home on new year day. its steamboat even!! ahh!! im so happy so happy so happy!!
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wee~~ im so happy!! haha. laladumx~ okay, i so cant stop smiling now. haha. ok. so ive found my skirt. at hula n co. woo. its abit erm... short. haha. so i will not wear it to my relatives' house. in case... u noe? haha. ya. last year or izit the year bef, my dearie cous wore a short skirt n my mom nagged at her for wearing so short. haha. i think it will be my turn this year. but i love it to bits!! ahh!!! woo~ bot a white tube too. woo. its nice. laladumx~~

went to sch todae n there were like 12 people in my class only? lol. dear xiuyi came in the end. woohoo. so we designed a lion with the various materials n yuzheng was our lion! haha. after that it was the concert. dance was nice. the rest... ok lah. i like the indian dance too. woo. cool. couldnt smuggle out of sch so i had to wait until the end of the concert. chionged to nh and 4nine peeps were still there. haha. yup. went to je kbox after that and met linhui with her dearie on the way up. haha. home after that.

cant wait for tomorrow. watching tv now. woo. laladumx~ think i'll be wearing my white n green tee with jeans... lol.
10:46 PM

so far, im lacking a denim skirt. went to search at a shop in tiong yesterday which xinyi introduced but didnt find something desirable. went to far east after that and bought a tee and a black skirt. omg. i love that skirt so much! the design rocks man. haha. but... ya. i still need a denim skirt. that was my first objective of going out. somehow i just side-tracked. hehe. bought a pair of slippers too. my present one is about to be spoilt after all the stepping on. sigh. i love that slipps to bits. long story behind it too. :( the tee is from new world order at $19.90. the skirt is from blossoms at $29.90. it was the last piece ok. the stock just came the day before. woo. my slipps is from xessories at $12.70. prices are alrite i should say.

went out today with my family. had lunch at clementi central before heading off to chinatown. not very crowded. i expected many more people. bought many food. woo! i love food! haha. found my flats. its not very fantastic but still, there aint much time left for me to really search for a perfect one. have to make do with it. it costs only $13/- kay. haha. okay, now i sound like some ah-soh who goes around bargaining for a cheaper price. oops.

anyone free tomorrow? can accompany me to queensway shopping centre to look for my denim skirt? any kind soul? =X haha. oh man... sms-ed weijie too late. her friend booked her. bing may not be free. not sure if her touch rug is on tomorrow. *prays. if it isnt, then i can book her! woo. haha.
8:43 PM

dont really know how to start this entry. many things have been happening around me. my life just has to be so colorful eh? sigh. all the turmoil. gosh. when will all this end? guess there is no turn over and stuff for me now. just like "once a saint, always a saint", once i've come into contact with those things, i will never find a day where i can be free from them. people tell me first 3 months is the time where you can havoc all you want. why am i so sway?! ugh. well, a few more weeks and i will be getting my results. wonder if i can continue staying in sajc. if only. but... should i drop biology? im afraid that when i reach j2, the time i reach home, i wont have much time to study and stuff. i dont mind if there is a straight bus home so i can do some work or take a long nap before reaching home and revise. sigh. probably dropping. cant get the facts well. but taking 3 subjects seems a little risky to me. its too ordinary. but i aint sure i can cope with 4. =
its the weekend again. a long break. yes. im going to finish all my tutorials that ive not been doing since... erm... haha. okay nevermind. i must be a good girl. i love math. :) haha. got the hang of it. whew. chemistry... i think if i read the notes again i will be fine. sigh. should i take physics? feel like it. maybe i should have went for physics instead of biology in the first place. hm... can try borrowing notes from weijie to see if i like physics. saw teng's notes. quite interesting. but you know... im afraid. yup.
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