infrared avril's happy ending in. took quite a long time. sounds pretty good. thought of editting pics before infrared-ing to my hp. blank. boo. only can send the original one. now i must get my hands onto jj's hui you na me yi tian. lost it. bahs. anyone who has it please send it to me?

shit. its raining now and im supposed to go out later to photocopy my o level result slip and get 2 A4 envelope for tmr's induction programme. im dead. so dead. i will be out later for my grandmother's birthday dinner. wonder how old is she now. hms... pray hard the rain will stop soon but i have a feeling it wont even when i have to leave my house later. shucks.

stoning and stoning. dread chem and math now. cant solve so many qns. grr. gonna rip the papers apart soon. argh. such a disappointment to mr teoh n mrs foo. sigh. the qns are like so simple and i just cant get them right. sheesh.

weijie's not staying in sajc anymore. gonna take back her appeal. sigh... i will miss you my dear. all the best in pjc ya? glad that you've found somewhere you can study and play comfortably. stay in contact k? 2:21 PM

eyes 1/4 closed. gosh. went out for lunch with my dad and bros. waited for xinyi at clementi after that. couldnt take the mrt. some kinda accident happened. so we ended up in the free shuttle bus to queenstown before changing to train. apparently we were the earliest when we were late. diao. jeff came, followed by ben n kerwin and teng jie. went to marina sq first. pool full. bowling full. O.O so went to lj to slack first while waiting for rach. poh gee came too. then we went to marina bay. pool there was superbly ex lah. some of us went to the arcade to play. i just stoned. =x met jiawei and kelvin there. what a coincidence. hms... so after that went to eat loh. waited for elsa to come. she was so late. boo. so ate with her while most of them went to the arcade again. sam, zhenyu, zhongyi and kaiwei were also there lah. diao. the world is really very small. haha. passed me bong's present then i left for home with og le. kinda boring. og outing fail! boo...

yes. installed infrared device to my com le. mwhaha. now i can stuff all the songs and pics in my hp. =P gonna flood my phone tmr. too tired. boo... today is bong's and sam's bdae. bong's one hafta postpone and i pang seh sam for my og. diaox... nvm. the world is small. boo. 11:54 PM

boo. im hungry. im sleepy. *big yawns. went to school just to play cards. diao. so crappy. had some talk in the morning about mon and tues. induction programme. heard from my senior they were painting og poster for orientation. haha. ok... must start to mix with my new og members. dont even know a single one of them. i shall be nice. =D after that we ate a little before heading to the gallery to play daidee and bridge. shir n jingx taught us how to. kept losing at first. kinda get the hang of it now. mwhaha. while we were playing, a card flew to the roof tile. O.O elsa wanted to climb out to grab it but some teacher saw then cannot. i think it was some mentor who helped us get it. woo. hiaks. didnt attend physic intro lecture in the end. too lazy to move. hee.

went out of school for lunch at harbourfront with elsa, shir, rach, van, beng and jeff. elsa left early as she was late for her musical rehearsal. beng went home. jeff went to meet his tk peeps. so we went back to school to play cards. cards are addictive. =x cant play outside, so.. ya. so stupid right? hms... went home after that. collected my tops. finally. whew. now im just lacking a tie. should be getting it on wed. co-op is selling uni from wed onwards. gosh. should be a very long queue. hms... see if i can get my seniors to help me get them when orientation is on. lazy to queue. hehe. im a pig. what to do?

sam: hms... ok lah. quite dry these few days. mainly talks. whole day play cards. hehe.

7:17 PM

first day of school officially. saw a few 4niners ard. kinda sad that we didnt get to see kerwin ard. sigh. but he's crashing sajc tml. wee. xinyi and weijie too. hope their appeals are successful. weijie, come to sajc!! dont stay in pjc!! oops. hehe. didnt see xiuyi, joan and joce too. sighs. i guess the next time EICR reunites, it will be very much later. im in OG29. boo. but half of the og is with my old og mates. wee. haha. me, shir, rach, jingx, jeff, beng, aundrea, ben, timothy, huishan blah blah. elsa got seperated along with van and brandon. sheesh.

morning was quite boring. mrs lim with her boring fairy tale. oops. hehe. break after that. ate and went to sc to play daidee. ponned subject talk. got scolded by our tutor when we went to LT1 for registration. boo. he was so damn freaky lah. i was like "we know how to fill the form in. we did it the first time. you dont need to teach us." obviously i didnt say it out, if not i will be barred from sajc. haha. bahs. after he went through then sistas, jeff and beng left to buy uni after that. the tailor called me informing me my tops have come. so went there to change. end up he only reserved 3 for me, which means the other sistas cant change theirs. boo. jeff and beng bought 1 top and 2 tops respectively. pants out of stock so we went to chinatown to get them.

the uni at chinatown are freaking ex lah. boo. jeff was like "wah lao basket." when he knew his pants cost 24bucks. we all were like "huh?!" see? darns. saints, pls buy your uni in school. its so not worth buying from chinatown and teck whye. gosh. after that we went to mac to have our lunch. kept laughing non-stop. i guess the people inside were kinda irritated by our laughter. boo. jeff is so comical lah. he always give those sian diao face which is so spastic. and his accent. haha. okok shh... if not he is gonna say me again. bleahs.

tired. *yawns. its only the first day and im dead beat. tml is just into lectures on sub. boring. maybe i will just attend phy lecture to see how it is. maybe. or just stay in sc and play card games the whole day and hopefully my tutor wont scream at us again. hiakx. 6:31 PM

it was the last day of first 3mths yesterday. felt quite sad that i got to hug joan and joce for the last time and didnt really get to hug eunice. lea too. that girl, pon school since duno when. haha. hms... pon all tutorials except for gp and went for econs lecture. basically i came to school for econs lecture lah. i love mrs prehman. eh... is that how you spell it? haha nvm. the idea is there. =] didnt do much actually. copied finish my inequalities notes. finally. whew. when i wanted to leave sch after gp, weijing was like O.O and kept staring at me. hehe. i pon lesson you know. her face was so scary!! =x

met up with shir n jingx in the cafe. mr chua caught shir ponning and somehow demanded her to go back. diaox. but we went in the end. met rach at the bus stop and we went marina to play pool. elsa came halfway. haha. im such a tyco pro ok... our fav line was "we didnt see that." coz we always move the ball on the table by accident. hehe. pool is fun i should say. but i still cant break the triangle! boo. pat, my mood to play is back. haha.

caught robots after that. it was so boring at first, but we all were entertained by elsa's laughter and "ouch". haha. the theatre was freaking freezing ok. we were all shivering and ran out to the toilet str after the movie. i like the back part. overall, its an alrite movie i should say.

went town after that to take neoprint. first time sisters unite. haha. laladumx~ turned out quite well. met with some sticky stuff along the way. haha. elsa to the rescue. yes, elsa. eugene is cute and looks like toro. haha. im jealous of his eye lashes lah... boo. haha. went to mos for dinner, or rather, for their dinner.

home after that. darn. my mom scolded me for going out till 9+ and was like "didnt you say that you wont have time to go out after the holidays end?!" practically screaming. the worst that hit me was "do you have the heart to study?!" grr. i do ok. if not i wont even be bothered to touch my tutorials. if not i wont even want to take up physics when i dont have 100% confidence of scoring well for it. if not i wont even be thinking of taking S paper so that hopefully i will be able to get a scholarship and take the heavy load off you n dad. arghs. ok finished venting anger. bahs.

posted to sajc. hms... wonder if i should be happy or sad? happy that i still get to see my friends. but kinda worried over smth. or rather, someone. bahs. ok, im paranoid. boo. 9:55 AM

editted//was supposed to meet bing at bugis at 1230. end up she was late for half an hour. so basically i stood for one hour [i didnt get to sit on the train. shrugs.] went to walk ard bugis and decided to eat a little at the foodcourt. went to the edge to look at clothes then a guy came to ask for my number. "erm my friend there, he wants your number. can?" then i was like "erm im attached." but before i could finish my sentence, bing hurriedly pulled me away. met wang and that friend of his approached me again. the same sentence. "i have a boyfriend." later wang was wondering, "why didnt you give your number? you're single afterall right?" then i was like "uhh... true." haha. btw, i typed the above not to boast bout anything but just hope for someone to realise my existence and TALK to me. sigh. all i want is something very simple. not for you to be mine. just for us to be like before everything started. boo.ok back to today. wang brought mashed potatoes and coleslaw for us. we ate a little and threw it away. took neoprints and bing was off to work. she's working in a pub tonight. worried for her. no one will be there to help her. gosh. hope everything will be fine.

went to town after that with wang. she bought two tops and i bought one. wee. i had my eyes on it for very long le. laladumx. pang seh-ed weijie after that. was supposed to meet her for dinner. or rather, pei her eat. haha. i was penniless and besides, my mom wants me back home. so i took bus back. here i am. hehe. gonna eat my bro's cheese cake later. yums. he's a great cook.

junying: haha dont worry my mouth is sealed. =]
june: oh.. haha. i want to dye, but im not sure whether my mom allows me. i think she will chop me into bits. haha. i dont know... 8:16 PM

went to buy sa uni today. rach was the first to reach sajc. i was one stop slower. -.- haha. jingx came next then followed by shir. elsa just woke up when i smsed her while walking out to take the bus. ahh!! yup, so we went to buy the top first at telok blangah. took quite some time to decide on the size. 36? 38? ahh... so in the end all of us bought 38. elsa called when we just bought our tops so i went to pick her up. the other 3 were too lazy to walk down the slope. boo. haha. elsa came and she bought 36. O.O yup, so i went thinking, is it that we are wearing tees so 36 seems kinda small? nevermind lah. we can change them. just dont wash. =D rach said her friends said dont buy skirts from there. the cutting aint nice. besides, skirts are out of stock. so yup. we went to chinatown to buy.

ate at harbourfront before heading down. went to people's park centre and realised the shop's closed today and today ONLY! argh. thankfully they left a contact number for teck whye's branch. all of us wanted to get the uni done by today so we all went down there to get our skirts. tried and tried and bought them in the end. i bought 3 sets in total. rach too. shir bought 2½ [ 3 tops 2 skirts]. elsa bought 2 sets and jingx, 1. shir left for her bbq and elsa went to meet her friend(s) at bishan. we 3 went to lot1 to get a drink before leaving shortly. jingx went to find her sis and rach went home. i took 188, intending to go back for dance. end up it ended before i was even reaching bb so went to clementi to alter my skirts then. you know how long the skirts are before alteration?! below knee okay! omg. we were laughing all the way while trying them. took less than an hour for all 3 skirts to be done. the auntie was like "are you sure it's not too short? very short already you know?" in mandarian. haha. hey... i pull my skirt low okay. she even double checked with me once more before cutting the cloth. yup. its fine. ard the same length as my current skirt. laladums~ its not short ok. ive seen far shorter skirts in sajc and nhss.

sam: erm ok lah. the movie was ok only. not very fantastic.
tianshi: huh? im not aiming for any poly. im staying in sajc. what bout you? where are you going? haha. dont need to catch up lah. my life is boring. where have you been? holiday? 7:26 PM

yesterday. just when i thought that i would be slacking at home, pat asked me out on a movie. there were supposed to be pat, colin, junxiang, daryl and derrick yap. end up there were only pat, colin and me. very weird combi. very awkward too. been ages since i seen colin lah... then, you know, he's my ex. very weird right? as in like, you know... haha ok nevermind. we hardly talk too. i guess there is no common topic for us to chat about anymore. met up with derrick after that and we 4 went to town to find bing. her first day at work at billy bombers! found her in the uniform. haha. so cute. ok zip. hehe. decided to wait for her to end work, which is at 10. so we 3 went for dinner and the guys went to play pool. i just stoned there. was looking around and saw some guy who looked like someone when he was playing pool. ah!! haha. =x okay, its only his eyes. the build is so not alike!! bahs. colin left at 9 to find alicia at her chalet. how sweet. haha. then the 2 guys accompanied me to walk around while waiting for her.

after meeting up with bing, we went to starbucks for her dinner. haha ok i admit its a stupid place to go for a dinner. asked her bout her job and stuff then we went home. pat accompanied me home and that cost him his last bus. oops. hehe. so sorry. did some chem tut until nearing 2. gosh. my eyes were really closing by that time. when i read the qn wrongly, i knew it was the time to sleep. boo. oh ya, derrick kept calling me a dumb blonde. -.-'' im not dumb!! im just... a blur toot. haha. okay there is not much big diff right? hms...

should be going to dance later. was persuaded by daryl eventually. bing will be going too. but she's gonna leave early for her waitress job at raffles marina. omg. she's becoming a workaholic. i might be working too. banquet job at raffles marina. when i have free time and when they need people of course. gonna earn money for myself to splurge on personal items and not gonna take any from my mom as far as possible. always feel so guilty for doing that. bahs.

june: sisters mah... we have good taste. haha. you dying for prom is it? maybe i will just dye brown at the end of this year. must see my ct nice nots. cant tag your board but i love your layout!! its great. you did it on your own i suppose?

tianshi: im not really sure bout poly but the course will always revolve around business management. wont go there anyway. staying in sajc. you? where have you applied? 11:28 AM

let's see... went to queensway yesterday to buy my nike sports shoes after lunch with my bro. woo. then my bro went to the asian civilisation museum for some anime stuff i think. waited for 197 for very long. it was already 215 and i was still at queensway okay. grr. finally the bus came and quickly went up and sat. heard a gay couple quarreling behind on the upper deck so loudly. eww.. cant stand them. okay, im being biased here. biased against gays and not lesbians. must get used to the modern society. think they did fight alittle. heard some noises behind. diao. okay nevermind.

reached PA and they were practising the basics. gosh. bing was sweating in the studio and she was not the only one. O.O fierce ah training. but fun. =] after that it was mainly slacking time. chatted with bing for a very long time. so tempted by her to go to poly. going poly means i can work and earn my own money so i wont feel so guilty when i take money from my mom, means i dont need to worry so much bout certain things anymore, means i can dye my hair!! bing lah... keep telling me that she wants to dye purple and red. i want to dye brown and highlight blonde okay... but very ex. see? no work, no money. but going poly also means transport fees will be rather steep, means i will have to buy many clothes for school, means i have to be very independent. in poly, there is hardly any "come i help you." and more of "why should i help?" stuff. boo. nevermind. since i made my choice, im staying. think i will just die in poly. haha. furthermore, im still not sure which path i want to take. shall give myself 2 more years to think clearly bout it.

went for dinner with bing, daryl, kaiwei, bellis and zixiang. took bus home and daryl commented that i might have suffered from some serious blow because i seemed so hyper and crazy. -.-'' liew... maybe it was the heineken mixed with root beer. haha. but it was only a few mouthfuls. hms... bah. dont know. dont care. went home and showed my family my chingay tee and cert. woo. its darn chio!! but the cert doesnt state our names. -.-'' diao. nevermind.

anonymous: are you the same person in sam's blog? sigh. dont worry, we will still help you guys. but we can only help. the rest is all up to you guys kay? 11:34 AM

now my life mainly revolves around studies and dance. omg. it so can kill. started doing my tutorials but i haven't finish yet! reason one: im too slow. i can spend like half an hour thinking about one math qn?! reason two: dance. not blaming on dance because i went there voluntarily. its fun! okay, it was. still quite worried for them. they are not up to standard! how to go for syf like that?! its not like we have been getting gold for so many years, it will be the same for this year you know?! sigh. will still try my bestest best to help them, though i know i suck in that. oops. hehe. got kinda pissed over some stupid morons at kallang theatre yesterday and the days before. darn. hopefully daryl's yelling and screaming got into their brains. seriously, do you think seniors come back just to scold you guys and demoralise you? we can always spend our time elsewhere like studying and going out with pals or for me, sleep. haven't been sleeping well for the past few nights okay. same goes for many others. we deserve some respect around here. if you think that you can stand your nonsense and that should apply to everyone, you guys are so wrong. grr. nevermind. at least some bothered to apologise to daryl. bahs.

going to dance, again. at kallang. so far!! *screams. if only we can move back to buona vista cc. hope today gonna be fun. been long since i last practised. wee~ my brother's bringing me out to buy my nike shoes after lunch. laladumx~ means i shall take 197 str to kallang. means i cant meet bing and wang at clementi le. hms... gonna inform them bout it later. just discovered my whole family knew bout my results bef me, and not just my mom. darn. sigh. oh ya, had this stupid convey with my sec bro just now.

9:31 AM

went to school today. hehe. though i know i shouldnt. well, at least ms sab taught something on fact and opinion. besides gp tutorial, there is nothing more worth going to school. okay, pe is. haha. played captain's ball with a rugby ball. diao. i seriously think sajc is short of captain balls. lol. hms... just got back my binomial notes from joan and my tutorial was empty so i didnt bothered bout math tutorial. smuggled out of chem lecture 5min after it started. they were going through the papers and i didnt take it due to my fever. grr. dropping bio so i didnt go for bio lecture. see? so stupid to go to school today right? boo.

went to ginza after the school gate opened. did some math and chem tut and read chem notes until 330 before i made my way to nh dance. so many grads came today. weird. hms... wenhui fell head back and injured her head and waist. ouch. used ice to numb her pain. hope she's feeling better now. sigh. 8:52 PM

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6:05 PM

monday blues has spread to tuesday. at home today for a simple reason. too tired to get up. haha. my alarm rang then i sat up and "i shall not go to school today" went past my mind. so i just went back to hugging my precious and drifting off to dreamland. my mom woke me up later and i told her i was too tired. slept until 1045 when my mom called. hehe. washed up, ate breakfast cum lunch and a little tv and here i am. =] must force myself to complete my tutorials. holiday time is about to end very soon. cannot start lessons with that blur look on my face again. hardworking me. mwhahaha. =x

went out of school at 1+ with sistas to catch hitch. we are always lacking of one member. this time its finally not me. whew. its rach. she already watched it. went to cine to catch it. its so hilarious, especially the part where albert actually kissed hitch. omg. we were all screaming in the cinema. so malu. =x haha. met jackson, yx, xiangzhi and sms while changing train. saw kailing and ian at cine. too bad ian didnt recognise me. changed too much since primary school. haha. hitch is a great movie!! people!! its a must watch!!

went to taka and shir treated us ice cream. i was so fascinated with the choc coating. hehe. planned a bbq for this weekend at jeff's house. wee~ i guess this will be the last outing for our og. sigh. hms... must confirm the number of people going asap. i hafta collect the money. 12:32 PM

went out eventually yesterday. waited for weijie for half n hour as she had to complete her work at her bro's to meet me. took 106 to holland v and met xin at coffeebean. ordered stuff and sat there chatting bout life. xin is so kelian to meet such a jerk. omg. was walking towards holland v when i saw an empty glass beer bottle then i said to weijie "eh we take this to ajc go whack that guy ok?" haha. ok im being stupid. xin changed her glasses! red and black. cool. haha. she is tan now. haha. her dream came true. then we 3 began chatting bout school life. talked about each others' school mates. i guess it was easier for me to visualise compared to xin since me n jie are in sajc. blah blah. can always find us lamenting over the same topic. guys. haha. we did talk bout other stuff too lah of course. thought of crashing ajc one day this week but jie has to be a guai student since she's counting on her appeal to remain. sigh. cant see that jerk le. boo. nvm.

chatted for quite some time then we took a bus to town for a late dinner since we couldnt find anything nice to eat there. sounds pretty silly right? haha. im a silly girl leading a silly life all day long. laladumx~ settled on long john then began chatting till it was around 9+ before we decided to go home. reached clementi and i walked home while weijie waited for her bus. gosh. its her turn to meet with those mishap. okay its not a mishap. its called sway. she called me and sounded so scared. aiyox. thankfully she's ok now. whew. 10:53 AM

i found my sports shoes!! woo!! yesterday bing gave me a wake up call at 11 telling me that she will reach my house at noon. i thought it was only 10 k. didnt realise i slept so much. hehe. hey, i reached home mn ok. mwhaha. went to wash up blah blah then on the com to key in my jae stuff. the system was so slow. when i returned home after picking bing up and heading for lunch, my com showed smth like "system congested. please try again later." -.- was pretty fast after i refreshed. tyco. haha. but when it was bing's turn to key in, she just cant get in!! darn. the numbers jumped real fast for the number of people keying in. gosh. after that i changed and we headed to queensway. strolled around many sports shops and i found it. woo. its the exact same pair i saw in the urban papers. =] its a pair of nike red air sports shoes. yes, its red. very red. haha. but its cool!! there is some white ard at the back. but its cool!! woo! only 82bucks. laladumx~ but i heard from many that nike shoes spoil easily. T.T nvm. i wont wear it everyday to school. i still have my sneakers.

went back dance after that to help sharpen their movements. they forgot what i taught them when they danced for mr low to see. -.- sad. nvm. its always like that. a trend in nh. haha. will try my best. syf is just next month!! hope i will be able to smuggle out of school to see them compete. no news bout it still. no dance for me tomorrow. means it will be next week. bahs. cant see the chingay grp people anymore. most wont be coming back le. T.T 10:55 AM

so sorrie sistas, esp jingx. hafta be my chu qi tong last nite. shrugs. hms.. guess i was too stressed up last night with all my own probs bah. so kinda lost my senses. boo. so sorrie. its not u guys' fault that i cant catch up. im too busy with everything. too many things to juggle with. i will try to catch up kay? so sorrie, had you people worried for me the whole night. so sorrie. T.T 12:46 PM

went for dance yesterday. rain started and stopped for so many times. -.- went eventually. met yiting, jieyim, sam, daryl and siping there. then started 'lecturing' one of the dances. blah blah. i just remained quiet. haha. saw so many dozing off while hearing sam and siping talking. are their lessons really that tiring? or is it the weather? hms... well, some boys looked real cute when they were dozing off. you should see their faces. haha. didnt really have the time to help polish their moves. syf is in a month's time. sigh. really hope they can do well. their dance is like so chio!! im jealous that i didnt get to dance in it. T.T juniors, be grateful you get to k. its really very nice!! ahh!! but ya, they really improved alot since the last time i came to see them. woo! 3cheers. =] sadly, some screwed up person was fooling around while dancing. that made mr low fuming mad. boo. its so obvious its that person yet that person seemed as though it's someone else. diao.

usual us went to ginza to chit-chat again. chatted till 8 before we decided to go home. time sure flew real fast then. blah blah. rotting at home today until evening. going for the band concert i guess. band members, all the best. 12:05 PM

say you want me to stay.. and i will.
pondering over my 12choices. maybe my first choice will not be sajc after all. but as many will say, you will choose sajc eventually, hms... dont know. depends i guess. nothing in sajc to keep me from leaving. jingxiu wont be coming to sajc anymore. sigh. lea and eunice will be leaving too. anymore? shrugs. considering poly courses. mainly business. maybe i will just get into any business course and hopefully i can get into smu after 3yrs. or maybe... take my As and get into smu after 2yrs. time is not a very big factor to me lah. afterall, guys hafta go army for 2.5yrs. which is worse? my bro has been grumbling and counting down the days to his ORD since... the start of his army days?! ya.

didnt know i changed you so much. had this long chat with my friend last night. found out quite lots of stuff. hms... wonder this change is good or bad. seems like many people are attracted to you after this change. or isit just the environment and not me? maybe? maybe the old you is still a better choice.

tianshi:: what happened?! aiyos!! *big hugs my dear. ya i know i scored betta than many, but still, didnt meet my expectations bah. sigh. take cares.

qiushi:: ths my dear. u take care too ya? you've done your best too. =] 1:52 PM

sigh. disappointed myself. wth. a math a2?!! what is this man. where did i go wrong?! lit a c6?!! do those damn markers over at cambridge know how much effort i spent in that paper?! hur?! too cold there that they cant read my words?! grr. still can remember the night before lit. was mugging for the paper before lit. it was already 10pm and i havent even start on lit!! broke down terribly but kinda got over it quickly with a friend's help. mugged 4h straight during my break for it. but NO! i must get a c6. ahhh!!! comb humans b3. sigh. a little disappointed though. thought that i could get a2. english is like so expected?! didnt had the time to finish up blah blah. only thing i can be proud of is my hcl. a2. wee. yang meh meh's teaching is still the best. must thank her for that.

was on the bus when mr teoh called weijie. chatted with him for a while too. sigh. he sounded disappointed with "you're supposed to get a 1 rite..." yup. im supposed to get a1. T.T but ya, he said to weijie "it's not the end" blah blah. so... ya. we felt kinda betta after that. hey, i didnt hear such words coming out from his mouth for the past 2yrs as his student k. haha.

went to bugis with chuan hui, catherine, weijie and jie ning. then after that went to east coast park with weijie. im so a road idiot. hafta call weijing to ask for directions. took quite a long time before we could actually figure out the way to get there. got there in the end. drew "SAJC" with the halo on top on the J. was looking at the sea. hearing it. didnt feel any better. then it was time to go home. went home with a very foul mood. rather rude to my mom. shucks.

come to think of it now, though i really disappointed myself and many others, at least i still get to stay. actually, staying in sajc doesnt really matter to me. i just want my score. maybe because... there is not much strong bond in me and the people in school? hate to say this but... yes. its pretty obvious that everyone has started to drift apart, just that nobody wants to speak of it. i will still stay in sajc, i guess. still pondering over my course. should i take physics? =\ kinda sad for many of my friends too. cried with them in the hall. people like shih ying. sigh. she cant make it to njc anymore. reminds me, tears started to flow when i saw my a math results. hms... ok. i still needed june and esther to come and console me. what a senior. boo. not gonna reg now. hafta be sure of all my 12 choices, or at least the first few. =\ should i go to sentosa tmr? 9:15 AM