to hell with bt2. yay. its over. BAH.. (pardon me for the lack of enthusiasm. im freaking tired from all the late night muggings since erm, a mth ago?!)

at least this time round, bt2 is relatively easier. first and foremost, gp. crap. i banged on terrorism and... smth else which i forgot. read alil on feminism. and forsaked my all-so-dearest sci and tech. guess whats my gp qn? "Science is nothing but a threat to society." Comment. WOOHOOOO. all the other topics were sucky. yuck. but come to think of it now, i didnt really link back to the qn of threatening the society, but only like how it doesnt benefit the society. AH SHIT!!! ):

next, econs. most draining and exhaustive paper ever. 10mcq qns. 1 case study. 2 essays. straight in 3h. MY GOD! i almost died finishing my essays i thought i wont make it tru case study. big thanks to bk for providing me with extremely useful vjc econs notes which practically answered all my essay qns inside. (:

after that i had to prepare for chem. my energy was completely squeezed and my concentration strained that i didnt bother to read my chem notes. its just a flip. flip. flip. OK IM DONE FOR thing. still had the chem phobia in me. didnt flop and blank out as much as bt1. at least i can do the org chem qns this time. WHEW. for bt1, i literally skipped all the org chem free response qns lah! but still, i had difficulty doing the paper, esp when ur invigilator is freakin' blind and irresponsible! bloody hell. i had to raise my hand so many times just to get her freakin' attention for more paper. SCREW HER. and either she didnt give me a string or it dropped, she had the nerve to rush me lah. whats her prob.

went home feeling depressed and all. even my fav cartoons couldnt cheer me up. (alrite, i sound like a kid. haha.) drained to the last bit. stressed out studying for math when i cant concentrate at all! its frustrating lah! went to bed knowing i cant do anything to not screw up the paper.

but fortunately, i could do most of the qns inside. most of the time, i couldnt get the very last part of the qn rite, instead of the usual STUCK AT THE FIRST PART AND CANT CONT situation. whew. feel so proud of myself. i could do the vector qn! except the last part. my "delta" values were inconsistent. DAMN IT. comeon, do teoh proud this time! then u can return to nh and hold ur head high when he asks u how you're doing esp in math.

that ends my thoughts bout bt2. im confident on doing better than bt1, considering how much MORE i could write this time. but whether or not i can get even 30pts is another question all in all. sigh. GIVE ME A DECENT PASS CAN?! 11:46 AM

big thank you to sher, xiu, pei yuan, jie, sam, rach and zuan for showering me with loads of concern. im fine. really. (: ur tags and all, words cant describe how much they mean to me. and also to those who read the previous entry and wonder what the hell happened, its alrite. smth hard to explain with mere words.

alrite. anw, just finished my book. bah.. now i feel so lost. nth to read bef i sleep every night. still contemplating on buying Angels and Demons. HM.. maybe aft bt. 16bucks.

oooo. studying at holland v today was uh.. a great experience? lol. first, i mistook lettuce for cabbage at subway buying my lunch. and rach gave me the HUH?! look. then... my taste buds failed, and i thought the raisins in the orange muffin were orange bits. LOL. eh hello? its an ORANGE muffin lah. boooooooooo. hahaha. and i learnt lots of history today when some jc1 acjc guy went on non-stop blabbering bout stalin, kuominteng etc. WOW.

yes! after much further consideration, i bought that pretty necklace i saw at some accessory shop just outside coffee bean!! its sooooo vintage. woohoo! went into that shop for duno how many times this week just to take another look at it. the auntie working there was damn funny lah. its original cost was $19.90. this is what she said in mandarin: i sell it to you at $19, can? HAHAHA. of cos can! 8:23 PM

caught silent hill at cineplex last nite. the theatre is like a cine theatre, just that its much much newer. and i like the seats better here. i guess renovation is still going on, so they didnt publicise the place much. that explains why its only half-filled. nevertheless, we got good seats. (:

the movie. HM.. its alrite. not as good as i expected it to be, thou i loved the effects when the sirens went off. WOW. like what rach said, its controversial. witchcraft. haha. silent hill lacks smth. what isit? hmmm... lesson learnt. i dont wannna get burnt. 3rd degree burns. eww. ouch.

after the movie ended, we headed for a really late dinner. fish & co was closing. so we went to cartel. wooo! nice food! great service too. i'll go back again for the cakes!! wahahaha.

lesson not learnt: step on the right toe. heeeeeeee.

fel: hahaha. its ok. we can always hold it aft ur exams. thank goodness we're all in jc. its easier to plan an outing this way. whew. alrite. we'll plan one aft u end ur exams! 2:20 PM

i see judgement day coming. no, not Christ coming down or BT2. but ya. a dooms day thingy. BAH.. i cant swallow what i see and hear anymore. dont tell me anything. i dont wanna hear. i dont wanna see.

make me a handicap. make me blind and deaf.

shut me out.

Set this House in Order is definitely a bad book. not the content. its a great book. inspiring. out of the box. but its freaking vulgar lah! effs here and there. damnit. shouldnt have chosen this book. now, im turning vulgar. thank goodness its spoken within. 9:39 PM

ooooo!! im so happy! i just met BONG in sch! coincidentally, her camp (church?) is held at sa's church. acension? not sure. but ahh! i finally got to see her this morn bef econ lect. been ages bong. anw, bong. i miss you soooooo much! got to see wang and xiu recently but not YOU! really hope we can get to have a meal tgt after you break camp tmr. we have so much catching up to do k?!

a consolation to myself: the qns i couldnt do in math papers 2004 and revision papers, most of them are unsolveable! (is that a word?) but ya, so yes! im not that dumb. wahahahaha. some error in the qns i think. even william lee cant solve it, at least then. anw, i had to extend my consultation to next week since we barely finished much.

econ lect this whole week. its damn taxing to wake up at 730am every day when i sleep aft mn. but oh well, its lee ting jian teaching ya know?! for goodness sake. its the only time i can redeem myself. and its really beneficial IF you read bef hand.

fel: nah. im not. i just cant study at home. and if i dont get down to serious mugging and face the music again, i'll just go crazy. haha. eh, free after our exams? OUR OUTING REM?! lol.

sam: oh. nah. its someone else. and its not like the usual stuff i whine about. hms, yup. u'll get it when i tell u more next time. anw, found your aim already not?! 6:40 PM

when you still cant get over the past, here comes a replica of you renacting Act 1 Scene 1. yet as part of the audience this time, you're horrified by the leading lady's actions.

useless thing. you know its gonna happen anytime now. you know chaos will start. yet all you can do is sit there and watch. a tight slap aint good enough as a reward. pffffttttt. 9:36 PM

great. i wonder who uploaded the carboxylic acid lect notes onto moodle. he/she didnt realise amide notes were uploaded together with it. glad i checked this morn. cheers to rach's notes. (:

if you're wondering what the hell am i doing downloading acid notes which i ought to have since last year end, its just this. i lent my notes to peiyuan but he lost his file along with it. i was supposed to put his file into his bag that day. i think i did. but anw, the point is, it was lost, along with my notes. so kind him asked his chem tutor to upload it onto moodle and he printed a set for me.

you (maybe) : since peiyuan printed, why do you still need to download it?
i realise there're quite a few empty spaces in the notes and it was rather disorganised. (ok! it was abit disorganised. =x) but apparently, the one that i just downloaded from moodle is quite different from the one py printed and the original copy. so... to avoid any confusion, i editted the downloaded one and printed it out.

apologises to py. i wasted your paper and time printing it. bahh..

im getting bored of my mundane routine.
wake up at 8.
honey stars for breakfast.
bathe and head to sch.
study.
lunch.
study till lib is closing.
bathe and alil tv bef dinner.
dinner.
tv till 10.
study till bout 12+.
wash up.
read a chap of Set this House in Order by Ruff Matt.
sleep.
REPEAT.

today's kinda an exception. stayed at home to complete the notes instead. and im slacking here. eeks! i cant stay home to study in the afternoon, esp when the weather is damn good for a nice nap. (elsa, if u cant sleep at home, my house is open for u. haha.) BAH..
STUDY STUDY STUDY!

oh yes. to all concerned. i found my honey stars! at centrepoint's cold storage. ps's carrefour didnt have it. can you believe it?! but oh well. I HAVE IT NOW. wooohooo! =x hehe.

xiuyi: yes! my gosh. i was still wondering was that you i saw outside heeren. what a coincidence. (: 2:13 PM