i realise i made myself sound like a poor pauper munching on cheap food daily. lol. oops. n i was getting bored of my plain boring blog. explains the totally random pictures. =/ and so, things that went by..



#1: snip!
when i first saw sarah, i have this sudden urge to snip off my hair n style it w wax again. hehe. of cos it wont be as short as the one i (unfortunately) ended up with. but perhaps smth like this. but nah, im too much of a coward to take the risk again. hehe.

#2: cars
falling in love w cars. driving's back on track i suppose. and im changing my gears more confidently now. feel the speed, man! give me 10sec n i'll be enjoying the breeze in 4th gear aft i move off. YAY! haha. zhiyan was amazed w my enthusiastic attitude. hehe. and he got his licence! congrats!

#3: cranky old granny
i was in an uber cranky mood this week. (read:previous entry) but im blessed w people who're ever so understanding. (: and now w 6 days shortened to a mere 3 day work this coming week, things're gonna be so much better. n a day of driving in slips! wahahaha. its boring when i have to be in jeans n shoes for driving since work's aft that. n the weather isnt encouraging. haha. but not for this tues! its gonna be shorts n slipPERs. hehe.

#4: change it, not?
contemplating on changing to LJ instead. should i? i prefer their format now. or maybe its cos of the LJs i've been visiting lately. they have the nicest templates that dont seem too wordy when there're indeed tons of them inside. the wonders of html. hur hur. well, shall see then.

#5: ugly betty michelle ):
im puttin on braces! if u'd noticed, there's a gap btw my two front teeth and thats a good explanation for my poor prononciation / mumbling of words despite zixiang claiming madonna has them n can sing bloody well. (THANKS. lol.) gonna be for 3 mths. oh boy. metal wires in my mouth. i so must get used to it. but it'll be aft my KL trip. WHEW! girls, pls take more pics w me bef its too late!

fel: i cant wait too! haha. can i bring the shampoo? vain girl here is very particular bout her hair, ya'know. LOL.

10:32 AM

i really ought to learn how to focus once again. i think im losing the touch. sng told me that im one of the better students, only prob is that i worry too much. now, i cant differentiate my brake n accelerator pedal and can even forget to depress my clutch when changing gear. this cant be happening! ): 12:34 AM

been almost a week since i posted. =/ busy me. first up, moms' day celebration at NUSS on sat. fine western dinner which never fails to leave me walking out w a bloated tummy. i love their desserts esp. hehe. met my cousin's bf. what a coincidence. his name is alvin tan, the exact same one as my cousin, his potential brother-in-law. lol oh my. wonder what's gonna happen when she calls for either one of them? a big disaster at home. haha.

took my uncle's car n he dropped me off at tiong bahru to train to pasir ris to attend daryl's birthday chalet. things were alil awkward when we arrived. but it got better. guess everyone's busy so the mood wasnt really there. =/

tonned the night and cabbed home the next day. i couldnt take it. lol. caught a few winks for 2hours bef i bathed n headed to NTU Psychology's tea party. well, i think the caption caught me the most. "why people do what they do?" perhaps i should re-consider psy again. anyhow, the food was great. gosh. i love their dessert! (shit. all those sugar.) lol.

rushed home to change out of my painful heels (i wore them for the first time.) n left immediately to join 2/5ers' gathering. so many faces that i've not seen for eons! people like zhu xiu, mc, kathy, jiaqi and siewkay! those good old days... its amazing how people can change so much within 2 years.

went for rugby match today. SAJC vs ACJC. and we won!! 10 all though. n we won 'cos we scored the first try. oh well. ac had some real cool moves. their speed is hands down. n one of them slammed our player to the ground. like WHAM. gosh. haha. but oh well. some of them did distract our players while they were converting. hur.

late for work cos of that. or rather, i was on the dot. but they expect us to be ready (changed n everything) 5min earlier. so yup. im late. haha. n rachie was sweet to deliver my milk pan to me. (: got scolded today. i think Yati hates me. hahaha. oh well. the kitchen staff are real funny today. jack me like shit la! gosh, i feel so dumb. hehe.

its driving n work again tmr. crap. im workin 6 days this week. mon to sat. i need all the energy i can get. 12:30 AM

the endless wait has stopped. called up NTU and they've sent out my acceptance letter yesterday. most prob psychology. no wonder i found it funny i could appeal online. (thou i've not seen it yet) if they accept me into biz den my appeal's crap. haha. but highly unlikely, or should i say 100%. hehe. oh well. my reason of appeal is the lamest of all. 50 words. cant write much ya'know.

anyhow, i so must get my stamina back. work + driving can kill. haha. been eons since ive been in that pace. mon was my first drive on the road. woohoo! driving w gear 3 n 4 is damn shiok can!! the speed n all. YAY! wahahaha. but i was so exhausted aft that i broke glasses that night. BIG BOOBOO. worse, zul was in hyper bad mood. kept picking on newbies. oh swell. monday blues i guess. he's a nice guy la. thankfully, johnny didnt blame me for it.

lack of sleep n driving ytd was atrocious. forgot my basics n engine stalled once. couldnt turn properly too. ah!! was dreaming on the road. even mr sng noticed. "ytd u were alrite. how come today like that?" OMG. hahahahaha. nescafe to the rescue n i was all hyped up for work. (caffeine does wonders. hehe.) getting more familiar w things now. whew. but i think im still one blur sotong. =/

working later w rachie! YAY! crap. i cant watch the rugby match against RJC! its gonna be so exciting! i bet RJC's gonna vent all their hatred stored up since last yr and slam it head-on today. GO SA GO!



fyi, if you have probs w ur blog, (eg. posting) where the fonts n alignment buttons are screwed, go back to the homepage n check ur url. it should be www2.blogger.com/home haha. credits to Tammy. (yes, that Tammy) LOL. 11:44 AM

im feeling thrashy now. =/ shrugs. blame it on my itchy hands and curiosity. if only i didnt click. then i wont find out how bad i really am. how bad i've done.

teach me to let go.

i received this notice like a week ago. i didnt get accepted into NTU biz, and im only asked if im keen to go for an interview for psychology. no time. no venue. wow. guess my results arent fantastic at all. no news from NUS yet. i guess its more or less the same, right?

inflated ego. burst like a bubble. its time i wake up from fairyland.

anyhow, i started working again. how many jobs have i taken up so far? sales. data entry. cust srv. n now, waitressing. wow. n i thought i'd be the last person to job-hop this much. initially i contemplated alil the job. i have an inflated ego rem? wasnt into the idea of serving people. like literally. but first day of work was alrite. it isnt as awful as i thought it to be. and rach, the plates are not heavy. if my skinny arms can lift them, dont delude urself anymore. LOL.

peeps there are great. at first i was alil alone. but after that, i mingled w them (or rather, they initiated convos w me) n the atmosphere was so much better. nice people. (: im considering working there even aft uni starts. (well, if i get into fass, i'll have hella lot time i suppose? studying smth i dont like. ok i should just shut up now.) 7:39 PM

I LOVE DRIVING. wahahaha.

alrite. today's my first lesson w mr sng. he's damn comical! keeps complaining bout -confidential- blah blah n emphasizes on taking it slow. very encouraging as well. hehe. n driving in the circuit is sooooo fun! its great to be the one in ctrl. hehe.

oh yeah. i passed my BTT today as well. gosh. i was so afraid i'll fail cos i fell asleep while studying on my bed. like uh huh. i woke up and it was MN! lights on. glasses on. book open. OH CRAP. haha. but whew. i passed. hehe. (smart ass huh.)

cant wait for tmr's lesson w mr sng! hehe. fyi zhiyan, my legs arent suffering from any suan-ness u mentioned. maybe tmr. haha. but i dont care. driving is sooooo fun! i cant wait to drive on the road! ((: 4:52 PM

bored bored BORED. been catching Ugly Betty at home these few days. its funny. haha. but sadly, it shows the materialistic aspect of people. ugly, braces n fat = QUALITY CTRL. =/ as much as i wanna disagree w it, first impressions count alot. apparently, pretty people are perceived as more competent n confident compared to erm, not so pretty ones. uh huh.

anyhow, the boyf's coming home tonight! wahahaha. but he's heading to discovery centre tmr afternoon for some talk. damn. burn his sat! groans. guess we hafta figure a way out, since im not allowed to be out of the house from 10? smth like that. ahh... im 18 alr!

mommy's not very keen in me waitressing. darn. just when i found a damn good job offer. shrugs. but i'll still take it. i need the money to shop in KL, n stock up for university. tons of stuff on my wish list (despite that guilty shopping spree. teehee.) like a new pair of glasses and a lappy. prices are all 3 digits! ):

fel: im saving up alright. lol. n working too! (i hope)
zhiyan: haha my dad goes back to the old house to check the mail very often. but still no news! ): 9:03 PM

today seemed like some outburst of impulsive shopping to me.

• 1 swimsuit
• 1 pair of white shorts (omg boyf is so gonna scream! hehe)
• 1 pair of lovely blackish silver earring hoops
• 2 pairs of shoes (black covered flats n white pumps)
• 1 white bag

u will not want to know the total amount of money i swapped off my NETS. hoho. in 2hours, i was carrying 2 huge bags and resting my feet at macs, munching away deep fried fattening fries w/o salt. (if i cant reduce the fats, at least the sodium.) can u believe all were done in 2hours plus? LOL. shopping w rach is BAD. anw, now i can finally go swimming with jx! hur hur. idling at home accumulates fats, you know that? plus all that feeding from the boyf. crap. i'll transform into ugly betty in no time. ahhhhh....

thankfully my pay just came in. well, partially. my family thinks im filthy rich now and they're reluctant to fork out a single cent for my KL trip! OH SHIT. i need a job! called up a few tuition agencies but no news from them yet. spoke to rach today and now that she mentioned it, i can do waitressing. its the only alternative job i can think of that doesnt clash w my driving.

NUS! NTU! why dont they wanna send me a letter?! damn. so many of my friends have received their acceptance letters or interview schedules from the universities. my mom's colleague's friend received an acceptance letter from NUS biz. guess what his grades were? 1A only!! n my mom was saying the other grades suck. AHH.. im going nuts alr. haha.

anyhows, thank you all for the sweet tags n messages peeps. and the '911' call from the boyf. im fine. just venting my anger. guess i'll hafta live with it. haha. thank you!!

10:23 PM

"i've been working all day and u never help ard the house at all."

5 min ago, I was folding the clothes and u were there. looking.



what is your problem? like seriously? you're sooooo picky in whatever i do, you know that? i wake up in the morning n dad comes home. how'd i know he went grocery shopping? and all u do is yell at me "why u never go n help?" oh great. does it occur to u that i JUST woke up?

why are u only yelling at me me MEME?! why do i hear a distinct difference in tone when u talk to them? cos im the youngest? the all-stupid one?! i guess AAC is still not good enough to prove anything huh.

u wanna know the reason why i dont want to tell u where im heading to till the day itself? cos i know u'll just scream at me for stepping out of this concrete building. this cold, hard prison. i dont go out. u yell cos im doing nth. i go out, u say im wasting money. for God's sake, im using my OWN money! the freakin paper i earned with my bare hands. u have a problem with that?

i think the only parent so dissatisfied with me is u and only u. why? i dont know. maybe youre just like me. a perfectionist. no, im like u, rite?

argh. i want to get out of this hell. prompto. 3:10 PM